back again, and in the same day too....

Hello, i am back again. This time i will actually share some thoughts, lol.

Wow, think of it......38 weeks of school. After that amount of time, surely a break is due, and here it is! Summer break is finally here and i am loving it. Well, most of it anywho.

I have recently realized something. School is very bad for me. I know wut ur all thinking, "its good! it teaches u things!" or "thats wut everyone says." I have realized this for a different reason then ur probly all assuming. I think school is bad for me, becuz of the massive negative effect on my attitude. At school, there was the stress of teachers, of upcoming schoolwork, and of conflicts/relationships with my fellow classmates. Everyone knows, stress is bad for u. Well, stress is the synonym for middle school in my opinion. School is out, and i have discovered, so is the stress. Stress is gone and i am happier. I think one of the reasons i am happier is becuz i like myself better. i think, who cares, got another 2 1/2 months of summer left, big whoop. So, becuz of the massive amount of free time i have coming so i do stuff for people. I offer to mop the floors when i dont have 2, and will b doing next week, i offer to help wash the car when i could b playin hero's 3. Acts of kindness, that when i had a crapload of school stuff to worry about, i wouldnt have done. I also feel a lot younger. I am sillier, and just have more fun with little stuff. I dance more, wacth more Eddie Izard, lol. I am also nicer, stronger (been working out), and just have a generally positive attitude. Its great!

How to kill this? Enter, one mother, one brother, and a juvenile lizard. In other words, responsibility. (note: my bro and ma' dont kill it, just part of the section of the day that messed it up, not their fault, mind u, i love em' both.... a lot) it was when i had to start worrying about my cutest little lizard, that i realized it was responsibility that made me happier, and feel younger. Not responsibility, but the lack thereof, lol. I realized, school was out, and responsibilities, big ones at least were. I would still have very few of them, except for the fact that i fell in love with diadon (my juvy lizard...so cute when he sleeps). I do not regret my descision, but it makes me feel older, and more responsible to be in charge of how happy, succesful, and in short how good of a life my diadon has. It is very sobering to say the least, but there is nothing that could happen that would make me regret getting Diadon. I love him (i think its a him, lol), and wouldnt have a million dollars instead of him.

So yeah, my first real blog.................................................w00t.........................sweeet....................wooooooord.